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  • “Glaser's writing is evocative, relatable, and humorous. It's a relief to read a book that does not take a hard line for or against a place, but rather explores the greater longing in human beings, and how places and institutions can both serve and exploit at once. Nothing is easy -- Glaser demonstrates this in her heartfelt examination and tender exploration."

    Anna Rollings, author Famished: On Food, Sex, and Growing Up as a Good Girl

  • “What draws us to spiritual communities, and where is the line between devotion and delusion? This Incredible Longing chronicles Blair Glaser's search for transcendence within an organization that promises enlightenment but unravels in scandal. With wit and candor, Glaser reveals the tensions between belonging and autonomy, leaving seekers of all kinds with a nuanced take on faith, power, and personal transformation.”

    - Jeffrey Davis, author Tracking Wonder

  • “It's easy to write about the harmful aspects of having submitted to life in a religious cult. In This Incredible Longing, Blair Glaser pulls off a more difficult and nuanced trick, unsentimentally excavating the twentysomething of herself and the tendencies that made her vulnerable, while also acknowledging what good she took away from the experience. This memoir will resonate strongly with anyone who had a quarter-life crisis that led them to make questionable choices as young adults; anyone who rejected the faith they were programmed to grow up in, in order to find their true spiritual nature; and anyone who ever longed to feel as if they belonged, which is everyone."

    –Sari Botton, Oldster Magazine editor and author And You May Find Yourself

  • “For anyone who’s ever questioned their path, their faith, or themselves, This Incredible Longing is a companion for the in-between. This isn’t a story about finding the light. It’s about walking through the dark and learning how to see.”

    – Kaitlyn Herman, ICF Certified Life Coach / Wellness Influencer

  • “A wise and emotionally generous account of a period of transformational growth by an author who is well-equipped to carry the dialectic truth that even an imperfect environment can give birth to a life-changing experience. Written with admirable self-awareness and deep compassion, Blair held me captivated on her journey from the naivety of her early adulthood through to her own unique version of spiritual enlightenment.”

    –Oliver Radclyffe, author Frighten the Horses

  • "For anyone who has gotten lured into something you are not quite sure about, but you felt the need to follow your impulse to explore it. Blair Glaser’s This Incredible Longing takes us inside the relatable journey of getting drawn into a cult (or something that might be a cult?) with the wisdom and self-awareness of a tale brilliantly told 30 years after it happened. If you are a searcher with longings of your own, you will love this book."

    — Sasha Cagen, Author of Quirkyalone: A Manifesto for Uncompromising Romantics